today's dream

i am in Bali's rocking chair with a baby we are using the rocker like a vehicle and i begin a somewhat daangerous journey holding the baby as we go opposite in traffiic through the streets . We are not far from the water and i am looking  for something familiar.We are at Chris's parents house and Allison is taking care of the  place putting things in order the way i used to. in fact i see some of my techniques and cleaning cloths, hidden under in out of the way places. We continue further and we are in someone elses place. The woman picks up a cotton grain bag in the shade of pink, like the color in love coulture,which is being used for  pillow cases and says , these are from 1970's.I am slightly bored why she needed to share that information, thinking 1970 was'nt that long ago.We proceed in the rocker down  the road .

when i am almost awake i think Balaram and Sudar were born in the mid to late 70's.When i was pregnant with Balaram i  had a vision of rain pouring out of the sky on the grains. Much later i heard that the jivatma comes in the rain into the grains and into the semina of the male.